If you are having a real hard time in
your life, everything is going wrong, you're feeling like you are
losing everything and everyone you love and the whole world is
against you...
Would you believe it if you were told
by anyone that you have the strength to go on, to fight and that your
life CAN get better if you even try to let someone help you?
I guess you wouldn't.
That's exactly what I thought a few
months ago. Everything was just horrible and it felt like not only my
life was a ruin but also myself; I was a ruin.
Fortunately I made the decision to go
on and to change my life. I wasn't able to do that alone but I had so
much great help and was supported by my family and friends so much.
They're all so lovely and I'm really glad I have them always on my
side <3
Now I feel so relieved and my life finally is not out of order anymore.
There's so many things that have changed; I can think positively again, I'm able to make plans for the future and have more self-confidence and have a feeling of self-worth again. That's a feeling that I had years ago for the last time...
At the moment I have so many great
plans! I'm searching for an apprenticeship training position and have
a few creative projects.
The only thing I can tell you yet is;
I'm doing very different things. Music, pictures, texts... What I do
exactly will be a surprise, but you will get to know a bit of it
tomorrow ;=)
Well, I just want to tell you one thing
before I say good night... If you have a hard time in your life, are
desperate and have lost all your hope, let me tell you one thing:
even if it seems impossible to find a way out, DON'T give up! You
will always find a way to go on, to survive and to live your life the
way you like it! Never, never give up, no matter what happens to you,
because there's always a way to fight for your dreams and a way to
become happy again.
I will start a new life now, a completely new beginning and you're also able to do that if you just WANT to!
Now I wish you a very quiet, calm
night, sleep well and don't forget to keep your eyes open for more
information tomorrow ;=)
Yours,
BeautifulNightmare
