Here are the news, like I promised... ;-)

Okay, I told you yesterday that there will be more news about my new plans today.

Well, as you know this blog will be very much about creativity. I'm doing many different creative things; mainly I'm writing songtexts, poems and stories, but I'm also drawing, designing different make-up styles or even clothes and have a passion for photogaphy and just everything that has to do with creativity.

Now this blog inspired me to do much more of this and – of course – share it with the world. One of my main ideas for the next months is this one; besides the „normal“ blogposts there will be something special...: Photo series! I'll combine two of my passions; Make-up/Styling and Photography. For every Photo series there will be a special motto/theme. I have a concept for 15 mottos yet and I will try to realize them as good as I can. I have so many ideas on my mind :-)

I hope you will like the results although I'm not a professional stylist or photographer... I'm gonna do my best :-)

At the moment, I can't tell you much about the mottos, sorry for that, but otherwise it's no surprise, right?! ;-) I just can tell you; there will be a motto for everyone of you! Some will be dark, some colourful, some mystic, some romantic, some maybe cute or funny...

Let's see how it works and what I can do :-)

The first series will be finished soon, I think, the only problem that I have is, that my laptop has some problems and unfortunatelly I can not upload any photos, but I will find a way to do it ;-)

Well, that's the news so far,

have a quiet night and sweet dreams!

Yours,

BeautifulNightmare

New beginning...

If you are having a real hard time in your life, everything is going wrong, you're feeling like you are losing everything and everyone you love and the whole world is against you...

Would you believe it if you were told by anyone that you have the strength to go on, to fight and that your life CAN get better if you even try to let someone help you?

I guess you wouldn't.

 

That's exactly what I thought a few months ago. Everything was just horrible and it felt like not only my life was a ruin but also myself; I was a ruin.

Fortunately I made the decision to go on and to change my life. I wasn't able to do that alone but I had so much great help and was supported by my family and friends so much. They're all so lovely and I'm really glad I have them always on my side <3
Now I feel so relieved and my life finally is not out of order anymore.
There's so many things that have changed; I can think positively again, I'm able to make plans for the future and have more self-confidence and have a feeling of self-worth again. That's a feeling that I had years ago for the last time...

At the moment I have so many great plans! I'm searching for an apprenticeship training position and have a few creative projects.

The only thing I can tell you yet is; I'm doing very different things. Music, pictures, texts... What I do exactly will be a surprise, but you will get to know a bit of it tomorrow ;=)

Well, I just want to tell you one thing before I say good night... If you have a hard time in your life, are desperate and have lost all your hope, let me tell you one thing: even if it seems impossible to find a way out, DON'T give up! You will always find a way to go on, to survive and to live your life the way you like it! Never, never give up, no matter what happens to you, because there's always a way to fight for your dreams and a way to become happy again.

I will start a new life now, a completely new beginning and you're also able to do that if you just WANT to!

Now I wish you a very quiet, calm night, sleep well and don't forget to keep your eyes open for more information tomorrow ;=)

Yours,

BeautifulNightmare

Finally at home again!

Hello everybody!

I'm finally at home again after 3 months!

It was a very long time and during this time, pretty much in my life has changed.

 

I'm really sorry that I couldn't write anything here, but I just didn't have the time or opportunity...

But here's a promise; from now on I will try to write more blogposts and the first thing I will write about are the plans I have made for the next months, because I have planned some creative stuff and I will tell you about it later today.

Moreover this blog will get a little make-over soon, but the details about that are still a secret yet ;=)

Now I wish you a sunny, joyful day,

you will hear from me later!

 

Yours,

BeautifulNightmare

New plans...

Okay, so, my plans for the next months have changed drastically...

For the next weeks, maybe for even 2 or 3 months, i will not be at home, so I'm afraid, everything I have planned for the near future will have to wait...
During the next 2 or 3 days I will tell you about the plans that I have for the upcoming weeks & months...


So, keep your eyes open for news ;=)



Yours,



BeautifulNightmare

Online-shopping II... :=)

Here are some more "dark" webshops for you:


This one has also many Steampunk clothes:

http://www.draculaclothing.com/


These two are for fans of Cybergoth:

https://www.brokencyberheart.de/

http://www.cyberloxx.de/


Wish you so much fun with looking for some new stuff ;=)


Yours,


BeautifulNightmare

Little Make-up tip...

Do you also have that problem; the eyeshadow doesen't last the whole day, the colour is smearing, especially when it is hot, and you sweat a bit and it breaks away into the eyelid crease... ?!
That can be really annoying, but fortunately there's a simple solution for that; Eyeshadow Base.
It makes the eyeshadow last the whole day, no matter how warm it is and whatever you do, it intensifies the colours of the eyeshadow and it prevents the break-away into the eyelid crease!
For me, the eyeshadow base has become an essential product and I use it always when I want to apply eyeshadow.


Here's the link to the one that I use; it's from ARTDECO, one of my favourite make-up brands:


http://www.artdeco.de/make-up/augen/spezialprodukte/eyeshadow-base.html



Hope, this will help you,

yours,


BeautifulNightmare

Online-shopping...

I have to say... I'm not actually a big fan of online-shopping and always very careful when it comes to this, but as you know, I'm totally into the gothic scene and if you live in a small village and have no car yet it is pretty difficult to get the clothes and everything... These "special" shops are very very rare where I live and so I decided to give online-shopping one more try...

So, here I have some addresses for you, if you are also despairing, because you just don't know where to look for dark romantic outfits, the perfect goth-make-up or jewellery etc. ... ;=)




Here you find beautiful make-up in great colours:

http://www.gothmetic.de/



Here you find clothes, make-up, jewellery, bags, accescoires, decoration for your home etc. :

http://www.darkages.de/

http://www.voodoomaniacs.de/

http://www.black-impressions.de/

http://www.dark-exit-shop.de/

http://www.x-tra-x.de/




And here's the shop of the fantastic, beautiful and amazing model Ophelia Overdose, who's very well known in the "black scene":

http://www.miss-overdose-shop.com/



Here's also her website:

http://ophelia-overdose.blogspot.de/



So, that's all for now, but I will look for more shops, of course and will let you know as soon as I found some more ;=)



Yours,


BeautifulNightmare