Motivation?! Hmmm...

Where my motivation has gone? Oh, it just walked by, haven't you seen it?!...

That's exactly what I think sometimes, when there are days when I can't do anything, I just can't. I feel somehow tired and have no motivation to do anything and want to lay down and do nothing else than let the day pass by... If that's one day, or maybe two, that's okay, everybody has that sometimes. But when this goes on for a few days or maybe weeks, it's becoming a real problem.

Sometimes it's hard to pick oneself up and especially when you have no one around you who motivates you and helps you to get up and do something it's even harder. To motivate yourself is never easy...

One of the problems that I have is absolutely classical; sports. I try to motivate myself for doing sports regularly for nearly 3 years now and let me tell you one thing; this is one of the most difficult challenges in my entire life...
I don't have so much problems with healthy food, it was no problem for me to stop eating "fast food" and sweets and also I only eat vegetarian food for a few weeks now and I'm so happy with it. 
The only thing that's still needed is more exercising...

Of course there are some more things that I want to do or should do, but the motivation's just not big enough on some days. Everyone knows this feeling.
There are days when I really am enthusiastic and passionate about it, but then there are these days again, when I just have the feeling that I can't move at all...
When I come to a point like this again, I always try to think of the goals I have set for myself and of everything I want to achieve and also of some things that I am afraid of and that I want to avoid as good as possible - and I have to say; it works most of the time! It makes me get up and do what is needed to get a little bit closer to what I want to achieve, whether this is exercising, or practising breath control for singing or to work on boring papers about the financial things or the job...

So, I think this shows once again how important it is, to have goals and to have dreams or other things that you want to realize and achieve. This is what keeps us going most of the time, if we always keep them in mind.

Well, I will go now and do some exercising, I think...


Yours,


BeautifulNightmare